@Bert John I understand your point of view and why you dislike me, which I completely respect. But I've been on the server for a while now, and learned how things are done, and I have nothing wrong with anyone in the community. I strive to be mature as possible but at times confusion can set in and that goes flying out the window. Looking back on that I see how and why I was in the wrong, I accept full responsibility for causing unnecessary drama and being a general moron.
You may not change that opinion for a while, maybe never, but if I do get any sort of rank, and even if I don't, I'll strive to be the best I can be and as mature as possible to make a new impression for myself. In a way, it's like the saying, "Call a girl pretty 1000 times and she pays no mind, but you call her fat once and she never forgets it". Before the incident, I'm pretty sure I was normal. Just a regular ol' player. But since the incident, I have only been known for making a false accusation, and then that impression has made me look like a complete douchebag.
All in all, I'm trying to do good, trying to help the community. Ranks mean nothing to me, all I ask is for everyone's forgiveness and a new name for myself that does not represent a single mistake I've made.